STILL MISSING U SOOOO MUCH !!!!!!! HMM~~~~~ T------T

I never knew it would be so hard 2 love u,
I never knew it would be so hard 2 forget u,
I never knew it would be so hard 2 get over u..
Coz u never knew how much i love u..!!
Damn..!!

22 april 2011 at 3pm-4pm~~

Bout 3++pm~~
I had called him~~
......but i am getting shock when a girl voice answer my called...
Her voice are damn soft~~
I asked her where is ENN ???
She speak in chiangmai thai language~~
I dont understand so i ask her to speak in thai sign language~~
Then when she gonna pass the phone to him~~
I heard she ask him"who's that actually she said dunno hear thai~~"
Then he answer the called n ask who speaking on phone~~
Then i answer him"hwa'~~
I ask him is it his new girlfriend?
He just told me he wanna sleep~
Then he cut the phone~


I call again~~
The girl answer again and she told me that he bathing~
She told me that later call again~
After that i call he still bathing~
That girl talk to me very good and soft~
So i feel that the girl is sure he like d style d girl~

Then at last he answer my called~
When he answer~~
I heard that they both talking~
That girl ask him wanna eat what?
He told her that anything also can~~
This word before this he had said it to me~~
When i wanna cook for him~~

Then we chat~~
I ask him is it his girlfriend?
He just telling me that"hwa,we already break for long time ady~~~(X2)"
I say why u wanna lie at me?
..........................................
Why u wanna say that u wanna back here find me?
Why u wanna say that u miss me?
Why u wanna say u didnt forget me?
..........................................
He told me that i misunderstood already~~
He say we were friend what~~
I ask him why when i ask u~~
U didnt tell me the truth that u have girlfriend already????
He just keep quiet~~
Then i ask him that"did he know thet when we were being lie from our beloved~~
it was damn so hurt...u know it???"
He just keep silent~~
Then it was the first time that i had...............
...CRY for so loud and so serious infront of him.....
And i think he's getting shock of it~~
Because he quiet for so long and~~~~
He told to me that"HWA,DONT CRY ALREADY`I BEG U,I BEG U"
Then he ask me to forget him~~
I told him for u is easy~~
......but for me it wont forever......

Then he told me that he going to have lunch already~~
Then i ask him to settle it properly with me~~
I told him"I BEG U"
Then i keep asking him why lying at me???
He ask me that who lying?
Then silent again~~~
Then he told me that wait his girlfriend will misunderstood~~
Then i told him to told his girlfriend that nothing between us~~
Then the last word i told him is................

......I HOPE U WILL HAPPY A LOT YEA~~..........
Then until today i did not called him and wont forever~
I WILL REMEMBER THIS DAY AND WONT FORGET IT FOREVER~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS A DAMN HURT DAY~~~~!!!!!!!!!

I WILL WAIT U COME BACK~~
ALTHOUGH I KNOWN THAT U WONT COME BACK TO ME ALREADY~~~
BUT AT LEAST I COULD KNOWN THAT U HAPPY ITS OKAY FOR ME ALREADY~~
I LOVE U FOREVER <3

Today GEO FIZ is quit happy~ :)

Today before exam paper arrive on my table~~
I was thinking what was the question will out~~
I was thinking~~was it difficult or easy??
Then my friend says that have out graf~~
.........but it is not keratan rentas....
Its..........graf for sejatan and kerpasan~~~
When i get the question paper~~
I look at the graf question~~
Its really difficult!!!!! T__T
Then i gon through the other question~
Suddenly i had found a question that really can make me happy~
~~~~~~~~~~THAT IS "PENCEMARAN UDARA"~~~~~~~~~
That was my presentation title~~
Before this teacher had said that 1 of our presentation title will out~~






................BUT i cant believe that it was my group title........
Then 1 more title is "bayu laut n bayu darat"~~~~
That was the title that the day before exam i had read a few of it~~
I am glad that had this two title~~
If not i dont know how im going to answer the question~~
~~~~~~~:) :) :)~~~~~~

Today is BM~~

It's quit easy~~
I can finish it as well~~
Compared to the three paper that have just pass~~
get ready for tomorrow GEO fizikal~~
OMG~~~i knew that i will fail in this subject~~ T^T

Today exam subject PA~~~ :(

OMG~~i cant believe that what i have done when exam??
I totally din finished my answer sheet!!!
I hate myself!!!
What i have read is gone~~
Why? Why? Why?.....
Im so upset with my exam today~~
I'll try my best for my other subject~~
GOD BLESS ME!!! THANKS GOD~~~

Stop disturbing me!!!!!

Im now frust with my exam!!!
CAN U PLEASE STOP DISTURBING ME!!!
dont everyday find me chat can???
i am not your girlfriend X(
i dont like to talk a lot with boy that not my boyfriend!!!
or not my best friend or i already know them for long time~
if are a strangers~~~~please dont disturb me again~~
I BEG U!!!!!SHIT!!!!
can u please understand me??
now i am frust enough already!!
so get the fucking off me!! OKAY!!!!
GET OFF!!!! IF U ARE CLEVER!!!!

Hate CRAZY people !!!!

This few months.....
there's many crazy people like to chat with me in chat box~~
but what they chat is damn funny d question !!!
First,they will ask me"hi,u hav boyfriend?"
when i say no then they will ask......
"can i be ur boy friend or can we be couple?"
then i say no they will keep asking me why?
then they will ask for hp number~~
i ask them for what?they say wanna chat and message or call me~~
i said that chat in fb its okay already~~
but they keep asking nonstop~~
not only dat~~they ask me to have some tea with them !!!


HEY,sorry men!!! DID i know u!!! i think we just know each other not long....
and some more know from facebook okay!!
keep saying those so disgusting words to me!!
and one of them have ask me go temple to meet him wor~~!!!
and then he ask me can he kiss me????
at a virgin place wanna do those fucking things!!!
KANASAI la~~~that's mean you are not a good guy la!!!

I MOST HATE BAD AND CRAZY GUY!!!!!!!!
GO DIE LA!!!!