~~~การ "ลืม" ไกรไม่ได้~~~

~ไม่ไช่"ลืม"ไม่ได้.....

....แค่ยังไม่รู้จะคิดถึง "ใคร".....


..... แต่ถ้าวันหนึ่งวันใด เจอใคร.... "ใหม่" ....


.......รับรอง "มึง" ไม่อยู่ในสมองและสาย "ตา" .......

นี้คือ ......คนหลายใจ...!!!!

" แฟนไม่รัก " .....
...." กูเลย์โดนทิ้ง " ~~~


จุดจบของความรัก ....


อาจไม่ใช่เพราะ ..... "ความไม่เข้าใจ" ....

แต่เป็นเพราะ .............

"เธอยังมีใครต่อใคร" ..........

และไม่รู้จัก ....."พอ".......

คนหลายใจมากจะพูดวะ........

...."เข้ากันไม่ได้ " .....

ต่อน้ที่เข้าไม่ต้องกนเราแล้ว......!!!!

เลว .... เลว .... เลว ....

จะมีซักกี่คน?

ผู้ชาย’ สามารถ’รัก’ ผู้หญิงได้เป็นล้านคน......


แต่จะมีซักกี่คน?.....


ที่จะพยายามรัก ผู้หญิง’หนึ่งคน’ ด้วยล้านหนทาง..... :(

คนโง่ยังฉัน :(

บางคน.."รอ"...เพื่อได้คำว่า..."รัก"....


.....แต่บางคนแอบไปมี...."รัก"....ไม่นึกถึงคน...."รอ"....!!

"คนหมดใจ.."

ไม่ว่าจะซักกี่เหตุผลของคนหมดใจ..

ก็ลงท้าย....ง่ายๆ คือ "เลิกกัน" ~~ :(


เสียใจ" เอาไว้ใช้สำหรับคนที่มีค่า...

แต่สำหรับคนที่มองความรักเป็นเรื่องลั้ลลา....

ใช้คำว่า "เสียเวลา" ก็พอ ...!!


ผู้หญิง” ดีใจที่ได้เป็นคนสุดท้ายของ “ผู้ชาย” แต่....


“ผู้ชาย”เริ่มใจหาย ที่รู้ว่าเป็นคนสุดท้ายของ “ผู้หญิง"

แฟน ~~ :) , :(

แฟนดี... จะไม่เหลวไหล
แฟนดี... จะไม่หลายใจ
แฟนดี... จะไม่มั่วกับใคร
แฟนดี... จะไม่นอกลู่นอกทาง ^^!
..............................
แฟนกะล่อน... มักมั่นใจด้วยวาจา
แฟนกะล่อน... มักชอบใช้สายตาใส่
แฟนกะล่อน... มักชอบทำให้อีกฝ่ายปลื้มหลงไหล
แฟนกะล่อน... มักชอบทำตัวแค่เช็คเรตติ้งเท่านั้นเอง ^^!
..............................
แฟนเลว.... มันชอบแสร้งว่าเปิดเผย
แฟนเลว.... มันชอบโกหกเสียหนักหนา
แฟนเลว.... มันชอบรอจังหวะและเวลา
แฟนเลว.... มันชอบความรักแบบไม่ผูกพันธุ์ :(

Blurr....Tired~~!

Hmm...tired of my life d....
Have such many things to think of..
Damn many things let me sad and frust...
No matter in relationship nor friendship....

What i should do to make all those problem being solve....
And i could get back my perfect life...
Especially my happy life like last time????

I miss my happy life very much T__T
If the could change back...
I would rather have those time in a simple way~~~

Miss YOU~~ENN !!

Misunderstood :(

Haiz....damn sien....
Someone had misunderstood that im saying bout them...
Hello...please pay attention....
Im not saying bout u leh....
U didn't do anything to me then why i had to say u...
Don't worry...its not aiming u...
So don't ever thinking that im saying...
Between me n u there's nothing i angry...
OKAYs ??

Qiu....!! Bitches...

Hmm..nowadays why there should have so many people that like to something bout other poeople....
Im just known that u are that kind of people...SO?? u think u are great izzit?
Actually u also kinda same as other people only....
So.....don't so proud of urself and keep saying bout other people bad habits okay??
Did u know what was the meaning of done bad thing will be reply by bad thing??
I am damn sure u know this....
so if u can then please stop what u are doing now okay?
before its too late for u to regret...

Its okay for me what u wanna say bout me !!
i wont get any trouble from that.....
because the reply will be on urself not others...
I know that u had said my bad thing....
But i just make don't know cause that is ur mouth...
I can't control it !!

As long i had those of my best friends...
Its enough for me ady....
They much better than u!!
They care and helpfull to their friends no matter how their friends was...
Although sometimes had a little quarreled...
But they won't ever act like u !! okay!!
Ur attitude are making u more sucks!! know that !!

Damn happy~~^^

Today damn happy~~
That i could talk with my Tirak~~
He talk with me very nice~~
He have talk some funny thing to playing fool of me~~
Its make both of us laugh non-stop~~
I damn miss him~~Hmmmmm~~~~
.....but i could see he happy thats enough for me........

MISS U VERY MUCH,MY TIRAK <3

11/8/2011

Today at 1pm~~my friend sandra lam and john~~
Together fetch me go to the train station~~
I wait for bout 10minutes~~
Then after 1 hour boring and nervous feeling when board on the train~~
Finally i arrive my destination~~~

My friend Qing was waiting for me~~
Then we together back to qing house~~
While waiting the time Kun & Enn finish working~~
Me and Qing have a talk~~
Then they finish working~~
We meet him at chung hwa school~~
When he come he was shocked i at there~
Actually he already feel that something weird~~
Then we had a quarreled~~
He ask me how i go there.....I said by train~~
Then he say why i didn't told him i want go there?
I said i got tell...i tell qing~~
Then we quarreled at school till 7pm like that~~
Then he fetch me go qing house~~
After he back home few minutes later~~
His mom called me to go his house~~
His say if i din go she will be sad~~
So i promise her i will go..she said promise le must come yea~

When Kun fetch me go his house....
I had to bath at his house cause kun told them i din bath yet~
After bath his mom ask me eat le bo? i said eat ady~~
..but kun pretend ask me ady?Then she tell them i not yet eat...
I had make eyes let kun see..may be he saw it...
Then when i not around he told his mom that...
If i sad i would not eat rice or anything~~
His mom said if i not eat she will sad~~
Then we still quarreled~~
His mom said infront of all people that she very sayang me~~
And just want me only...dont want other people already~~


Then i went stay outside his house alone~~~
Cause he said couple for what if still like this~~
I cried at outside..then qing come find me~~
I told qing i okay~~and ask her go inside to continue~~
Who know qing go tell him abd ask him why i cried??
His mom heard it..Then his mom say she want happy that day~
She dont want me to see me cry~~
And his mom ask him to talk and settle with me nicely and softly~
Then qing told me that he was shocked that i cried~~
Then his face like wan to cry already~~
He direct come outside to find me~~
He come ask me go in~~he said wait there d people will say something~
Then i say okay then i will go other place~
He ask me wan go where? I say go some where else that is not his house~
When i wan to walk away but......
He pulled my hand and drag me inside to his parking log~
I told him its hurt...he say i know your hand is hurt...
Then he say we settle it nicely~~
He ask me what i wan? He is not dog that wait i scold him then come rub his head~
Then i say i what also dont wan..i told him that when i regret what i done~~
...I wanna to say sorry but he were in hot-tempered...
I ask him that did u give me a chance to talk and did u hear my apologise?
Then he say why just now u din told me~~
Then he say its was his wrong and her say sorry and hug me tightly~~
......cause that time i was crying heavily....

Then we good again..we have party...eating and drinking beer happily~
Then when at night he ask me is it i will go to fetch him~~
..at train station tomorrow? i said sure will go~~
He damn happy and hug me and give me a kiss on my cheek~~~
I am so happy that i make the decision to go his house find him~~


~~~~I LOVE U,ENN~~ <3 <3 <3~~

30/6/11 & 1/7/11~~

Damn happy.....
This 2 days i had been whole days with my dear~~
Its so happy...
We also going out with our friends on thursday night~~
They are 琴 and edwin~~
They were so funny at all~
I am glad to had a new friends like them~~
We together go eat at chiangrai restoran.....


Me and my dear already full but........
Being force to eat by my 2 cute & funny friends~~
XDDDDD

Then after that we go to play snooker...
All also dont know how to play..
ACCEPT my dear~~~
but it quit nice and funny....
We keep laughing because we dont know how to play~~

After that we back home~~
coz felt very sleepy d~


The next day~~
Me and my dear family wake up early morning...
Because we need went to wat to "tham bun"
After having breakfast we start our journey...

But......on the way to wat.......
The car have problem with its battery~~
We have to push car to let it start~


but at last we finally arrive at balai wat~~
Me and my dear went travel around the wat~~
Then we have lunch at there....
Damn many dogs around us want us to feed~~
I damn scare but my dear keep laughing at me~~

sad..... :(

Then we continue to his cousin house..
After that fetch me back home~~
Again his mom give me biscuits~~
This time damn many boxes~~

Huh...i felt shy to accept it~~
....but also have to accept...

I felt so happy those 2 days together with my TIRAK ENN....

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH ~~~ <3 <3 <3

17 June 2011

Yesterday i was so happy that....
I be whole day together with my dear...
From 2pm till 11.30pm~~
I went to temangan with ching yee and his mom...
Because there d temple have ceremony...
...and singing contest...

I am so happy because he treated me as well....
He look after me and care after me...
Its such a happy day...
.....很幸福的感觉....

Hope there will be more days as this days...
Thanks you my dear~~~
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH~~ <3

Today my dear principal retirement council~ T_T

Hmm~ i didn't think before that this day will arrive....
The day arrive too fast and i felt so sad...
My dear principal MR.Choo will leave our school...
We dont ever could heard his voice....
....and the way he make funny of.....


Think back when im still in lower form....
When im in form 3,,,,~~~
Thats was the year that me and my friend..
..get the most punish from him...
Now think back is quit funny....
(hahahahahahaha XDDDDDDD)

When form 4&5 when to his room is because of....
Some of our classmates have quarreled with some teachers...
...thats make us was his "REGULAR CUSTOMERS"....

BUT.....when he is in bad mood u better don't make him angry...
Because u will get a "GREAT REWARD" from him...

If u meet him at outside...
He was really fiendly and did not strict at all...
Just because in school he have to control discipline...
...So he have to be a strict and fierce principal...

Now its the time he have to retired...
I felt so reluctant to lose this good principal...
But he have to rest himself from being so many years working...

Hope my dear principal will have a...
...HEALTHY AND HAPPY LIFE...

~~~~~GOODBYE MY PRINCIPAL~~~~~~
~~~~WE WILL MISS YOU FOREVER~~~~
<3 <3 <3

Jeb Jai Mak Mak Lei Ka~~Jeb...... :(

~~~~~~~11/5/2011~~~~~~
Chan kiad ther mak mak lei E BA!!!
Tham mai ther tong tham kong khong chan?? THAM MAI???
Chai.....
Chan mai chai puying ti di prok pak chan chob da khon~
...Te wa chan mai kei tham rai khau kong khong khon eng lei sak nid...


Ther ru mai wa kong puak nan man pen kong chin sud thai....
Ti ca pen kuam cam di di ti chan mi to kau~~
Te ther ko tham rai con mai lea arai lei~~~
Mai lea lei sak nid dio~~
Jai ther tham dui arai?????
Tham mai ther theng hod rai dai ke nak ni?????
Kong puak nan chan se hai kau doi jai kong chan~~
Chan leak kong puak nan doi....
Jai ti mi te kuam rak ti chan mi to kau~~


Chan se kong puak nan kab tang ti chan tham ngan ma eng~~
Ther ru mai tham ngan man yak mak~
Nei duai~~
Ti chan jeb ti sud ko ke kong kuan wan kerd kau~~
Chan ood khau tan lai wan lei ther ru mai~
Pea ti ca se kong kuan hai kau~~
Te ther tham man sa lai ke nai prip ta~

Ther ru mai wa....
NAM HOM,SOI KHO,SOI KHO THAU,SEA PHA,....
Chan kep tang nan lei pea ca se hai kau~~~
Chan ko chop se kong lek se sea pha~~
Te pea ca hai kau nai wan kerd kau..
Chan mai se hai tua eng lei~
Chan yom ti ca mai se kong khong tua eng..
Te pai se hai kau~

Sud thai man ko mod kan~~
Mai lea lei sak nid~~
Mai lea lei~~
Kuam ru sek kong chan ton ni...
...mean ther aw mid then ti jai chan....
Man jeb mak lei ther ru mai~~~

Tha sak wan ther dai rab bab kam kong ther~~~~
Theng ther ca jeb puad khe nai~~~
Theng ther ca tai lew ko tam~~~
Chan ko ca mai hai aphai ther...
Pai con wan tai lei~~
Cam aw wai lei !!!!! E BA!!!!!


Ther mai ru kuam ru sek kong chan rok E BA!!!
Prok khon yang ther man jai hod !!!!
Khon yang ther tong dai rab kam....
...cak bab ti ther tham wai kab khon eng~
Chan ca mai mi wan hai aphai ther pai con wan tai !!!!
RU AW WAI DOI ~~E BA!!!!

Lew ti ther tham kab kau beb nan....
Ther tham dai long re???
Ther rak kau jing re prau E BA???
Tha ther rak kau jing.....
Lew tham mai ther theng tham rung reng kab kau dai long la!!!!
Ther mai sia jai bang lei re ti hen kau jeb???


Ther tham yang kab kau pen hun yang ngan lek~~~
Kau mai chai hun nah E BA!!!!
Kau pen khon...kau mi kuam ru sek~~~
Kau ru sek jeb dai~~
Ti ther tham kau lew kau mai aw kab nia...
Ther kid wa kau mai ru sek arai re???
Kau ko yak ca aw khen bang~~~~
Te prok kau pen khon di~~~
Kau pen luk pu chai pho~~
Kau theng mai tham rai ther ngai E BA!!

Ther mai ru jing jing re??
Kau ko mi papa mama mean ther nan lek~
Ther tham mean wa kau mai chai khon!!!
Chan ru reang ni lew jai chan jeb mak mak~~~~
Chan mai kei kiad ther lei ti ther pen fan kab kau~~~
Sia jai nah mi bang te mai kei kiad re kod ther lei....
Chan yang uai phon hai kau kab ther mi kuamsuk yek yek~~~

....Te ther tham rai kau....
....Chan rab mai dai lei....

Chan mai na ti ca bok lek kau lei~~
Tha chan mai bok lek kau~~~
Kau ko kong mai tong ce kab ther ti hod rai beb ni~~~
Chan sia jai mak..prok chan kau theng tong jeb beb ni~~

Ther ru mai wa chan mai kei tham kau reng mean ti ther tham lei~~~
Mai chai wa chan mai kei heng kau~~
Chan ru kuam ru sek heng man pen yang ngai~~
Chan ko mi heng kau~~chan yom rab wa...
...chan ko pen khon khi heng mean kan~~~~
Te chan ko tham kau reng reng beb nan mai long~~
Kau ko mi tham hai chan sia jai tang lai krang~~~
Chan ko yang hai aphai kau lek mai kei tham kau reng reng lei~

THER THAM KAU DAI LONG NOH????
Ther mai kid song san kau bang re??
Ti kau tong bat cep beb nai~~
Tha dai chan ko yak ca du le kau nan lei~~
Te chan khong mai di pho sam lab kau~~
Kau theng mai mi kuamsuk weila khob kab chan~~
Tham mai ther tham kau beb nan~~~???
THAM MAI????

Tha E** ru sek wa E** nei lew~~~
Lew E** len pho lew~~
Tha E** yak ca mi khon du le lew pen huang...
...Khau yin di ti ca kab pai du le nah~...
Tha E** yak ca kab ma yu kian khang khau~~
Kab ma ha khau dai lei..Khau yin di perd jai ton rab E**~~
Jing ing nah..Te tha E** mai rak lew ko mai pen rai ka~~
Khau kau jai ka~~prok khau mai chai sepek ti E** yak dai~~
Tha E** mi pan ha arai te mai ru ca bok lew ko.....
Bok khau dai na ka~~~Khau yin di rab fang mod lei~~

Khau yang ca lo E** kab ma yu kiang khang nah~~
Khau yang rak E** mai kei plian lei ka~~
Khau sia jai mak ti tham hai E** tong jeb tua beb ni~~

KHAU RAK E** MAK MAK~~
LEW CA RAK TALOD PAI~~
(: <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 :)

Just now at 4pm ++.......

He online and find me chat again~~~
He told me that later 6pm he going to start his journey by train ady~~~~
Then i say okay~~


Then he ask me that did i free?
I told him that i free....is there anything?
He said nothing just wanna talk to me~
He ask at where now??
Have lunch ady??
I said yes.....I ask him back~~
He answer that he at his relative house~~~
Then i put a smile face to him~~~
He ask me why i smile?
I said nothing~~
He ask me that i didnt go out?
I said no~~~


He ask me that kb have raining?
I said no but have lightning ady~~
He told me that at chiangmai rain everyday~~
.......till very cool..........
I said here too very cool~~~~
He ask me that did i feel cool???
I said just cool a little bit only~

Then he din reply me~~~
Awhile then he offline ady~~
Maybe he prepare to went to the train station ady~~

......."dern thang dee dee na ka"........

Waaa~~~im getting shock~

Just now by 11pm something...
Im getting shock of a thing~~~
Let me tell the story from the beginning~~


{At first,im still on9-ing.....
when on9-ing-------then watch television chinese movie too...........
Then suddenly when i look bck to my laptop to "face book"....
I saw a chat box was calling me~~~~
Then u all know who was calling me????
That person was the people that,,,,,,,,,
I REALLY LOVES HIM VERY MUCH....
was on the chat box calling me~~~

At first he said "hai...hwa"
Then we chat and chat~~
Asking bout how he was and he ask me how am i??

Then he told me that tomorrow he's coming back to MALAYSIA......
Then i say "o...."
Then he told me that he break up with his girlfriend ady~~
I ask he for the reason,,,,,
Then he told me his girlfriend was a self important people~~~~
He dont like it,,,,,,i told him that i heard her voice is such.......
A sweet voice and she seems to be a good person~~
Then he said that she actually not????
Then i ask him is it his girlfriend foul on him???(playgirl)
He answer me "yes"~~~~
Then i continue ask that is it her foul you or you foul her???
Then he told me that it was his girfriend who foul him~~~~

I ask him can told me the story?
,,,,,,,then i said if cant never mind,,,,,,,
He say bye bye to me and offline~~


Waaaaaaaaa~~~~its was teh first time i chat with him i din feel anything~~~
Is it i really can forget him and put him down or..........
it just because of din meet for a long time so i din have feeling???
But actually i din put him down not ever a little bit???
,,,,,,,WHO CAN TELL ME THE ANSWER????,,,,,,,

STILL MISSING U SOOOO MUCH !!!!!!! HMM~~~~~ T------T

I never knew it would be so hard 2 love u,
I never knew it would be so hard 2 forget u,
I never knew it would be so hard 2 get over u..
Coz u never knew how much i love u..!!
Damn..!!

22 april 2011 at 3pm-4pm~~

Bout 3++pm~~
I had called him~~
......but i am getting shock when a girl voice answer my called...
Her voice are damn soft~~
I asked her where is ENN ???
She speak in chiangmai thai language~~
I dont understand so i ask her to speak in thai sign language~~
Then when she gonna pass the phone to him~~
I heard she ask him"who's that actually she said dunno hear thai~~"
Then he answer the called n ask who speaking on phone~~
Then i answer him"hwa'~~
I ask him is it his new girlfriend?
He just told me he wanna sleep~
Then he cut the phone~


I call again~~
The girl answer again and she told me that he bathing~
She told me that later call again~
After that i call he still bathing~
That girl talk to me very good and soft~
So i feel that the girl is sure he like d style d girl~

Then at last he answer my called~
When he answer~~
I heard that they both talking~
That girl ask him wanna eat what?
He told her that anything also can~~
This word before this he had said it to me~~
When i wanna cook for him~~

Then we chat~~
I ask him is it his girlfriend?
He just telling me that"hwa,we already break for long time ady~~~(X2)"
I say why u wanna lie at me?
..........................................
Why u wanna say that u wanna back here find me?
Why u wanna say that u miss me?
Why u wanna say u didnt forget me?
..........................................
He told me that i misunderstood already~~
He say we were friend what~~
I ask him why when i ask u~~
U didnt tell me the truth that u have girlfriend already????
He just keep quiet~~
Then i ask him that"did he know thet when we were being lie from our beloved~~
it was damn so hurt...u know it???"
He just keep silent~~
Then it was the first time that i had...............
...CRY for so loud and so serious infront of him.....
And i think he's getting shock of it~~
Because he quiet for so long and~~~~
He told to me that"HWA,DONT CRY ALREADY`I BEG U,I BEG U"
Then he ask me to forget him~~
I told him for u is easy~~
......but for me it wont forever......

Then he told me that he going to have lunch already~~
Then i ask him to settle it properly with me~~
I told him"I BEG U"
Then i keep asking him why lying at me???
He ask me that who lying?
Then silent again~~~
Then he told me that wait his girlfriend will misunderstood~~
Then i told him to told his girlfriend that nothing between us~~
Then the last word i told him is................

......I HOPE U WILL HAPPY A LOT YEA~~..........
Then until today i did not called him and wont forever~
I WILL REMEMBER THIS DAY AND WONT FORGET IT FOREVER~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS A DAMN HURT DAY~~~~!!!!!!!!!

I WILL WAIT U COME BACK~~
ALTHOUGH I KNOWN THAT U WONT COME BACK TO ME ALREADY~~~
BUT AT LEAST I COULD KNOWN THAT U HAPPY ITS OKAY FOR ME ALREADY~~
I LOVE U FOREVER <3

Today GEO FIZ is quit happy~ :)

Today before exam paper arrive on my table~~
I was thinking what was the question will out~~
I was thinking~~was it difficult or easy??
Then my friend says that have out graf~~
.........but it is not keratan rentas....
Its..........graf for sejatan and kerpasan~~~
When i get the question paper~~
I look at the graf question~~
Its really difficult!!!!! T__T
Then i gon through the other question~
Suddenly i had found a question that really can make me happy~
~~~~~~~~~~THAT IS "PENCEMARAN UDARA"~~~~~~~~~
That was my presentation title~~
Before this teacher had said that 1 of our presentation title will out~~






................BUT i cant believe that it was my group title........
Then 1 more title is "bayu laut n bayu darat"~~~~
That was the title that the day before exam i had read a few of it~~
I am glad that had this two title~~
If not i dont know how im going to answer the question~~
~~~~~~~:) :) :)~~~~~~

Today is BM~~

It's quit easy~~
I can finish it as well~~
Compared to the three paper that have just pass~~
get ready for tomorrow GEO fizikal~~
OMG~~~i knew that i will fail in this subject~~ T^T

Today exam subject PA~~~ :(

OMG~~i cant believe that what i have done when exam??
I totally din finished my answer sheet!!!
I hate myself!!!
What i have read is gone~~
Why? Why? Why?.....
Im so upset with my exam today~~
I'll try my best for my other subject~~
GOD BLESS ME!!! THANKS GOD~~~

Stop disturbing me!!!!!

Im now frust with my exam!!!
CAN U PLEASE STOP DISTURBING ME!!!
dont everyday find me chat can???
i am not your girlfriend X(
i dont like to talk a lot with boy that not my boyfriend!!!
or not my best friend or i already know them for long time~
if are a strangers~~~~please dont disturb me again~~
I BEG U!!!!!SHIT!!!!
can u please understand me??
now i am frust enough already!!
so get the fucking off me!! OKAY!!!!
GET OFF!!!! IF U ARE CLEVER!!!!

Hate CRAZY people !!!!

This few months.....
there's many crazy people like to chat with me in chat box~~
but what they chat is damn funny d question !!!
First,they will ask me"hi,u hav boyfriend?"
when i say no then they will ask......
"can i be ur boy friend or can we be couple?"
then i say no they will keep asking me why?
then they will ask for hp number~~
i ask them for what?they say wanna chat and message or call me~~
i said that chat in fb its okay already~~
but they keep asking nonstop~~
not only dat~~they ask me to have some tea with them !!!


HEY,sorry men!!! DID i know u!!! i think we just know each other not long....
and some more know from facebook okay!!
keep saying those so disgusting words to me!!
and one of them have ask me go temple to meet him wor~~!!!
and then he ask me can he kiss me????
at a virgin place wanna do those fucking things!!!
KANASAI la~~~that's mean you are not a good guy la!!!

I MOST HATE BAD AND CRAZY GUY!!!!!!!!
GO DIE LA!!!!