I've known dat he wanna tackle other girls d~~ T_T

Hmm~~i search his fb and saw dat he and a girl was chatting happily~~
but he was chatting in thai language~~
so i dont understand what they actually talking about?
but i saw in their chatting box~~~~~~
they exchange phone number~~
at that time my heart feel like being destroy at all~~
my heart like disappeared from this world~~
my whole body have no energy n my tears keep dropping out from my eyes~~~
its continue about many hours just gonna stop it~~
its so suffer.....OMG....y i have to face tis kind of problem?????Why???
and i think dat me n him d LOVE STORY have come to d end already~~
its finally have come to d end~~i cant believe it~~~
all love story dat v watch in tv d end is a happy ending~~
but for me HWA~~~~~its have come to a SADNESS ENDING~~~ T_T

Raining whole day~~:(

Hmm~~Today raining whole day...
from morning till now din even stop raining...
so bored....huh~~this kind of condition....
just make me become lazy to go out only.....
..but stay at home damn boring la..ish~~
Furthermore....i have no mood to complete my homework also..


HAIZ..........THIS TIME..SAD MEMORY APPEARED..
everytime raining i will think of~~~~~~
the song that he had give me heard before....
It's thai song~~~the singer is a girl...
although its just a song....
...but the song is really meaningful....
its singing about a couple that have been break..
one of the partner still love the other....
so the song sounds~~~~~~~~
"how many time have been hurt,must lonely come back,
how many times think of about leaving when the day he have to go..
how many times have be the same,how many times have to waste tears..
because of sadness when no feeling to each other..
cry until there's no more tears..when sky never pity...
when rains dropped n there's no one..dont know how long more will morning..
cry until there's no more heart left...but im still okay...
although din left u or anyone..there's still have rain..
accompany me be lonely..

when sky never care..just have rain that never left go..
stay by my side to help me fight with sadness...
that made by people with no heart..
didn't wish u to come back..just wait for time to cure heart..
thanks for rain that help make people that are..
in sadness can stand up again..."

....HUH...DAMN SAD.....T.T
so why i hate when raining..but....
if when raining he's beside me then i wont hate raining..
......HAIZ~~~~~~....DAMN MISS HIM~~~~~~~..<3