I've known dat he wanna tackle other girls d~~ T_T

Hmm~~i search his fb and saw dat he and a girl was chatting happily~~
but he was chatting in thai language~~
so i dont understand what they actually talking about?
but i saw in their chatting box~~~~~~
they exchange phone number~~
at that time my heart feel like being destroy at all~~
my heart like disappeared from this world~~
my whole body have no energy n my tears keep dropping out from my eyes~~~
its continue about many hours just gonna stop it~~
its so suffer.....OMG....y i have to face tis kind of problem?????Why???
and i think dat me n him d LOVE STORY have come to d end already~~
its finally have come to d end~~i cant believe it~~~
all love story dat v watch in tv d end is a happy ending~~
but for me HWA~~~~~its have come to a SADNESS ENDING~~~ T_T

Raining whole day~~:(

Hmm~~Today raining whole day...
from morning till now din even stop raining...
so bored....huh~~this kind of condition....
just make me become lazy to go out only.....
..but stay at home damn boring la..ish~~
Furthermore....i have no mood to complete my homework also..


HAIZ..........THIS TIME..SAD MEMORY APPEARED..
everytime raining i will think of~~~~~~
the song that he had give me heard before....
It's thai song~~~the singer is a girl...
although its just a song....
...but the song is really meaningful....
its singing about a couple that have been break..
one of the partner still love the other....
so the song sounds~~~~~~~~
"how many time have been hurt,must lonely come back,
how many times think of about leaving when the day he have to go..
how many times have be the same,how many times have to waste tears..
because of sadness when no feeling to each other..
cry until there's no more tears..when sky never pity...
when rains dropped n there's no one..dont know how long more will morning..
cry until there's no more heart left...but im still okay...
although din left u or anyone..there's still have rain..
accompany me be lonely..

when sky never care..just have rain that never left go..
stay by my side to help me fight with sadness...
that made by people with no heart..
didn't wish u to come back..just wait for time to cure heart..
thanks for rain that help make people that are..
in sadness can stand up again..."

....HUH...DAMN SAD.....T.T
so why i hate when raining..but....
if when raining he's beside me then i wont hate raining..
......HAIZ~~~~~~....DAMN MISS HIM~~~~~~~..<3

DAMN MISS HIM~~~

Already almost 1 month.....
dat v din chat n msg...
he din even contact me...
to know how am i...?
he din even cares about me...
at least juz msg me n say "hi"..
its okay ady..why?why?why?...
izzit he really 4get me...
or he really delete me from his memory...

....neither how...or no matter...
what would happen in future...
no matter how long time pass by...
.."HE WILL NEVER EVER DISAPPEARED FROM MY MEMORY..."
i will still remember him n still miss him forever...
.........I LOVE U...

I give up........T.T

I already give up with him......
he have fall in love with other people already..
the love that he have to me before this had dissapeared..
he din love me anymore...
i duno wan say what o do what already...
if wan me to forget him its not that easy..
maybe its need how many months,how many years o maybe....
but he just that easily forget me...
the most worst is he very hate me too...
this make me more hurt and.....
my heart more pain.....
but no matter how i have to surrender ady....
if i love him so i have to let him go by his way...
by this way i wont feel so hurt..
if we love someone we wan to see they happy....,
if they happy then we also will happy too...
isn't this right?....so i will try my best to make it....

Quarreled with dear~~

Today at 1.13am i have quarreled with my dear....
I was mad with him...
the reason was because he back home late..
I've wait for his call about 1 and a half hour.
.but he din call me...
so i decide to call him and ask where were him?
but he told me that he din back home yet..
still at his friend house..
i felt very angry because he told me that he wanna back home already..
He everyday back home late..
after midnight just wanna back home..
then he said sorry to me..
but that time i still angry him..
so i put down my phone...
then at 9.00pm i message him and apologise him...
but he still din reply me yet...
maybe he still working..
i hope that my dear will forgive me..

Useless ppl...

Today i saw 1 useless people reply my comment worr...put boy picture n boy name..but the way that people talk exactly like girl...she was saying my friend then i say her back..she bo song me..haha..this kind of people didn't dare to put the own picture because scare people know who she is...then scare people will hate her..chiu..if u dare then direct come say infront of my friend la..my friend also don't know you...why you wanna say her gak?

exam...

exam is coming soon ><